.Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ' 6/08/2010 03:05:00 AM Y
Haven't been posting for a long while. It's time to revive this blog...
Here i am, in front of the computer, penning down my thoughts (actually it's typing), and don't even feel a bit sleepy but kinda ridiculous cause tomorrow is my first common test paper yet i am still not sleeping yet. Okay, the time is kinda late and i am not really a long sleeper unless i didn't sleep enough the previous night but apparently, i had more than enough the previous night, so.. ya..
Things had been rough between me and someone (people who are close to me know who it will be) and some how, maybe it's just a test of my perseverance and patience towards relationship. However, this does not defeat me. I am half way there already, she has accepted me, just as a best friend, sooner or later, i will be accepted as her lover.
Since 6 months can make a difference, another 6 months will make another.
Some little bad news and quick reminder to myself, it's time i stop smoking again. Sports should be my priority instead of smoking which kills my sports life. I wanna stand strong and firm on the mats again, winning medals and not losing to opponents even if they are stronger than me. But sometimes, desperate moments, they will drive you nuts and bring you back to the old route. Hopefully, things will change for the better and my wish will come true soon and both of us will be together smoothly.
Though life is never that smooth..
Quote of the day:
In life, only one person you trust is needed, same toward the person you love.
That person can never be replaced unless one does something really against you, you mind have to reconsider about replacing this person in heart. (not applicable to stubborn people, like me.)